Saturday, July 5, 2008

The Next Step In Wedding Planning





Last weekend I was so blessed to have my two very best friends accept my request in them standing by my side, on the most important day of my life.
Michelle my very best friend who is like a sister, my protector my back bone, my support, my heart~ who has stood by me in all the good and bad, who has experienced important milestones in the past 4 years that most haven't been around to help em through.....will be my Maid of Honor. She is so beautiful inside and out~ She will be such an asset to my upcoming day in February. I just hope I am and can be what she is to me.
Lori ~ my newest closest friend who has been such a support in my ups and downs, who doesn't run when I'm haivng a bad day~ She is having a wedding only one month after me, and she is so wonderful, loving, and awesome that she is accepting my request to be my brides maid. She is such a wonderful, peaceful, loving, beautiful woman, who has made me a better person knowing her.
There is one more I really want to ask, but I have to say the fear is prevnting me from taking that next step...I don't want to jump the gun or assume things are better than she thinks they are......so ~ I'll be feeling things out for a bit to see if I should just stick with the two I have, or if I should listen to my heart and go for it...she would really complete the packag of me having my "fave's" up with me!!!! Ohhhh man, I don't know what to do! <----Scratch that bad writing.

*****I've seemed to have miscommunicated what my true feelings were here~ In the last paragraph, I was trying to share that there is one other friend that I think very highly of, and would be honored if she would stand with me on my wedding day. But I had one fear, that was preventing me from asking her. I was afraid she would say no, that she couldn't be a bridesmaid, because quite possibly she may not consider our friendship as strong as I do. I consider her a special friend, but I'm not sure she feels the same about me. I hope now that makes some sense....I really do need to learn to proof read so I don't hurt anyone with my miscommunication. ******





Woo Hoo!!!

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